Let me tell you if he would’ve abandoned my mother when I was born I’d still have the same fucked up view about him. Staying and financially taking care of your family is one thing sir. Being a complete jackass in every other form makes you the person I can stand the least.
I switched schools to save you some money in your pockets. But you have the nerve to complain that I ask for too much money. And by too much money I mean 4.50 on Monday’s and Friday’s so I can go to school. Jeeeeez I’m such a big spender. Oh wait I’m sorry are you upset because I borrowed an extra 5 because I had to go to school and an interview and I didn’t want to be hungry.
Wow I am so inconsiderate I must be the worst daughter in the world and since I borrowed an extra 5 cash I guess I should be exiled farther than the living room now right ?
I mean it’s not like I’m saving you $8,000 a year now. So why not get mad about 5 dollars and call me a faggot. God damn it what would you call me if you really knew I was gay. Maybe you wouldn’t talk to me, and that would be a much deserved upgrade to how you treat me now. Dick
Granted it’s in Brooklyn and it’s in a supermarket but whatever I don’t care.
Everyone is telling me that’s too much traveling for a minimum wage job and whatever.
And it is it honestly is but no supermarkets around me are hiring and every other place wants 6 months to a year cashier experience which I don’t have and I am not going to get that anywhere but a supermarket lol.
I spent all last spring and summer looking for a job in NY and got nothing I went back to BGT and worked and came back in December. Also been looking for work since then and nothing. I have gone to work force one and everything and still nothing. I had nothing left to do but end up in Brooklyn and I am not going to turn the job down due to the commute.
When I want to go uptown to go smoke and hang out and I decide to take the train it takes me an hour and I don’t complain so an hour and 20 mins to work where I am going to make my own money shouldn’t make me complain.
But I will complain for a second right now I start Wednesday at 8am I need to fix my sleeping patterns.
My dads at work and my mom is in Boston for a week.
Me and my brother are alone this weekend since my dad works.
I’m over here cleaning up the living for because my boo thang is coming over. On top of that I’m washing clothes and cleaning the rest of the house. And I’m about to put some food to cook so that my boo thang can come over and find a hot meal.
I always say I’m not no ones maid and I’m not fit to be a housewife. But honestly he Dominican in me sneaks up on me and makes me be all domestic smh.
I feel so helpless. In sitting here crying my eyes out telling my best friend my stupid problems. She has bigger fish to fry. Deciding what school she wants to go to and loans and all that shit. And I’m sitting here venting like an idiot.