He told me I am that girl he is going to remember for his entire lifetime. Telling his grandkids stories about me. Telling them to go after a Batista woman like me and shit like that. It was cute, made a nigga like me blush and shit.
Then he corrected himself and said that he rather not remember me a lifetime, he rather me be around that long and that was some even cuter shit man. Because I know what he means, and its nowhere near romantic lol.
Our friendship isn’t traditional and most people do not understand it but i could give a fuck less what other people do not understand. But out friendship is amazing and something I cherish. Because I can legit text this nigga anything, like any fucking thing and he will always be there to help, to laugh along, to scheme along. that nigga rides for on some real shit and i do the same for him
About three days ago I noticed my face was droopy. Basically paralyzed on one side. I thought I had suffered a mild stroke. I’ve been crying on and off for the past 3 days. Yesterday at a family BBQ my aunt took noticed and asked me about. I was super freaked out couldn’t even enjoy myself. I didn’t want to smile or laugh or talk because my face looks weird and I just felt so ugly.
I went to the ER today and I was crying the whole time. I think that’s why I got attended so quick because I was bawling. I was so scared I’m so young to be going through this shit.
They told me I have Bells Palsy. Most cases are linked to the reactivation of the virus that produces cold sores. But also it is brought on by stress, which is what the doctors assume it is since never in my life have I had a
This is the second illness that I have that has been stress induced and I know I am supposed to be relaxing and keeping calm. But all I want to do is cry I don’t even want to go outside. I refuse to look in the mirror, I just look so ugly. My smile and my eyes were my favorite features and now my face is all distorted. It’s not as bad as it could be. But it’s noticeable and it’s made a couple things difficult for me. I have no taste in my mouth, it’s a hassle to brush my teeth and chew. Blinking is a pain in the ass and my lip and eye just keep twitching. I’m taking two different type of steroids to revive my nerves. All together I have to swallow 7 pills a day and tape my eye closed when I sleep so I won’t damage it.
I’m just sad and overwhelmed I am 20 years old I shouldn’t have these problems. I need to find something to do with all this stress.