Make sure you have your facts correct if you are trying to come at my intelligence.
If you want to discuss politics or other world issues with me make sure you know what you’re saying. Don’t sit down in front of me and quote what you saw on Fox news for 5 seconds and assume you are some well informed Renaissance man.
I’m not saying I know everything about everything. Everyone gets information wrong sometimes we are human. But I do my research and I read articles and the newspapers as well as the news. And after I do all of that I sit down and think about how I feel about the information presented to me and I make an opinion based on that and my own values. I do not go around bashing peoples opinions when I have no idea what’s going on. How can you form an educated opinion about anything when you know nothing about it ?
Everyone is just going around talking out their ass. Sit down read a book or a newspaper look up articles. Instead of sitting on facebook or flipping through news for 5 minutes. Actually listen to the news.
But most of all do not judge me by how I look and dress. I know my shit and I can shut you down if you come thinking you’re better than me and that you’re going to make me look dumb. I’m an educated young woman and just because I curse and I’m very vulgar and rather chill in sweats does not mean a god damn thing. So I rather be chill than prissy using big words in everyday conversation. Not necessary to prove my intelligence because to me that’s not something I have to prove to anyone.
People just need to learn how to talk to me. That guy could’ve had a really good day and really good discussion with me about Occupy Wallstreet. But he came at me in an ignorant manner and he got embarrassed in front of the whole class.
I had an amazing night last night, and today was good. I went to work and everything was fine. But now I am sitting in my room so sad and lonely and I miss Nicole more than anything. But I slipped up a couple days ago, even though we aren’t together I know I shouldn’t have said what I did. But I did and she came to see me and it was so nice and I missed her. But now she is gone and things over here are different and I am acting so questionable, I don’t even feel like myself. I honestly want to drown my sorrows with this vodka we have in the fridge. I am so tired of being alone and always trying so hard for nothing to work.
I have a problem a drinking problem and a drug problem and I don’t know how I feel about it. Actually I have a past drug problem, but trying to ween myself of this booze is making me anxious and I don’t where to turn to next. I am back on cigarettes since I can’t get an decent weed ( not my drug problem). I am scared I am too young to be an alcoholic and I worry where this will take my life.
I don’t know what I am saying. I am no longer on the verge of tears, I just can’t stop crying now. I don’t know what my problem is but I need someone to talk to, I don’t know if I need a professional or a friend. I am just at a loss, not a loss for words, or emotions, but at a loss of myself.
I swear I’m still drunk from last night and I’m getting a cold. I didn’t sleep at all. Everything was so hectic. I left my dorm at 9 to make it to the bx early.
Now my mom tells me that my brother got into a car accident last night. The last hit his car and when he got out to look at the car the last hit him with her car. He went to the hospital, he is fine I heard. Just a couple of bruises and his iPhone got a little shattered.
Today I have an interview at Forever 21 at 5 o’clock.
Then tomorrow I have another interview at Hollister at 4 o’clock.
They are both in the mall right around here it’s like a 30 to 45 min ride not too bad. I hope I get one of them.
Then on Monday I have an interview at 11 o’clock for this paid mentoring program. It’s a couple days out of the week. It consists of me being assigned two high school kids from the local high school and help them through their college application process. It’s not much pay but it gives me some experience towards my adolescent counselor dream lol.
Hopefully I can get one at the mall and then the mentoring program. Working two jobs and going to school sounds hard but I think I can do it.
But I am not greedy, if I get offered one of the three jobs I will be as happy as can be.
I want to just be fucked so hard , so good & for so long . I want to be dripping with cum all over her fingers , out if breathe from being so satisfied , scratching her back & gripping her as she’s still finishing satisfying me . UGH! I love sex to much to be this deprived !