There is a 90% chance that I will be returning to New York for Spring 2012 Semester.
Its not definite.
I will most likely be going to Medgar Evers College, I think its in Brooklyn or Queens, whatever I don’t care.
Also I am changing my major from Psychology to Childhood Education.
During the week I am going down to Medgar Evers and do that direct application thing and get this ball rolling.
I will be drawing 10 girls from tumblr
6 of the girls will be picked out my followers (so if you want a chance you should folllow me). You can also submit a photo for me to draw and I will select the best 4 out those. You can submit here http://fuck-jack.tumblr.com/submit
I will begin them In January
Reblog/like this to increase your odds
I hate when people get me gift cards for certain stores because now I am obligated to buy from there and maybe I don’t want to.
But with the American Express one I can go ape shit anywhere I want. So thats what I just did.
Ordered myself a pair of leggings, a watch, and a sexy lingerie set
Happy me :)
But I do not think that this entitlement to opinions gives anyone the right to degrade another person due to race, gender, sexual orientation, intelligence, skills, or anything.
Actually the real question is why is it 5:36 am and I am in my living room jamming to music, dancing around and shit.
OH because I have nothing else better to do and I live the vampire life.
Yeah thats right, let me proceed
The love me and her have for each other is indescribable. Its more like a force, something that other people can feel when they are with us.
She is my rock, she knows my deepest,darkest secrets and she has stayed, she embraces me with all my flaws, and all my mistakes, all my scars. She loves me no matter what, and that is something I never thought I would have.
I haven’t felt safe for a very long time for two very big reasons, but when I am with her everything is better, I am no longer scared. She’s helped me move on from a really tough time in my life, and she is there even when I regress back to it.
We can’t talk on the phone every night, she works and goes to sleep early sometimes. But she always wakes up in the middle of the night and texts me and asks if I am sleeping. I always hear the text message come in and I reply telling that I am not, and she calls me. Not to have an hour long conversation or whatever, but she calls me to tell me she loves me and misses me, and I tell her I love her and miss her too.
Then I fall asleep like a baby, her I love you becomes this blanket of tranquility and warmth, and reassurance. It eases me and humbles me, her love puts me to sleep because I know tomorrow will be an amazing day, not just because I have life, but because I know she will be there tomorrow to care for me.
She gives me one of the best feelings in the world. I’ve always wanted to be loved but life out did itself with giving me this beautiful girl to call my own.
“I miss those lips. She has skin I want to dip myself in. I buried myself inside her, lulled to sleep by the drumming of her heartbeat. I held her in places that felt right. Smelling like jasmine, reminded me of earth, felt like heaven. Kept my grip for fear I’d lose her. God calls her a woman, but I call her mine.”