So pride was live. I enjoyed myself. Drank. A little bit and even got a hit of bud. Danced my ass off chilled and danced some more at the pier got spanked by Sharika Bijan April and Abbie. Bagged me some bbms. And played truth or dare with Bijan April and Abbie. Good times, then took the train with Abbie and overall today was good. Helped ease my mind. But I’m alone now so things are playing over in my mind right now. So that leads me to this.
I’m going M.I.A from tumblr,facebook, aim, bbm everything. Only talking to my special few and that’s only 4 people and you all know you ya are. And that means you too, whenever you are ready I mean. So toodles ill see ya when I see ya.
So everyday I get on tumblr, I have a message usually one sometimes two. And it’s from anonymous. And the questions are just like the ones I was getting on Formspring. Just straight up nonsense. And I don’t reply because I don’t want that shit on my blog. I really don’t, and usually I really don’t give a fuck about what people have to say or what they think. But I’m not me right now, I haven’t been for the past week. And these questions that are more like statements than anything are getting me and I just want it too stop. I don’t care who you are, just cut it out. I thought I was done with that chapter in life.
i went to see toy story 3 yesterday, & they show a short called "day & night" (also by pixar) before the movie. the quote at the end of the short pretty much summed up the whole story. they made a good point:
They are loaded with prejudices, not based upon anything in reality, but based on… if something is new, I reject it immediately because it’s frightening to me. What they do instead is just stay with the familiar.
You know, to me, the most beautiful things in all the universe, are the most mysterious.
I was speaking to this girl it wasn’t anything serious she would just entertain me when I was bored. So I tell my buddy Joey about her and he says he knows her from around the way. And I’m like :o nooo . So I showed him a picture and then he showed me a couple of pictures I got a different angle of this girl so I asked her if she knew a Joey and she said no. Mind she is “gay” claims to have never been with a boy in her life never had a boyfriend or kissed a boy. So I’m like okay whatever you are deff lying. Joey starts laughing and tells me he smashed. And I was like smfh. So I tell her I know that she is lying and she was like lalalala no I’m not. She is such a penis that she doesn’t think for a second that me and Joey are together at the moment she calls him and starts yelling at him because he told me and blah blah. So I take the phone and tell her she is just the biggest FAIL ever and she needs to go away. She gets al cranly and hangs up. Me and Joey start cracking uppppp
Usually doesn’t give a shit about what I do. I don’t ask permission to go anywhere I tell her hey ma I’m going out see you later and I walk out the door before she can object. And ill call her throughout the day let her know I’m alive also where I am and who I’m with. But when it comes to parties I always ask her because that’s just different. So there’s a party tonight and she’s like I can’t go -_-. She’s been on that for a couple of days and I’m not witt it. She wants me to be disrespectful and just leave sighh I don’t wanna hear her mouth tomorrow though soo ima just beg -_-
R.I.P Micheal Jackson
I can’t believe its been a year it all went by so fast. I remember my esposa texted me and was like MJ died and I’m like cut your shit. I didn’t believe it I thought it was some dumb ass rumor. But I put on every tv channel and there it was he was really gone. I loved MJ and even though all the scandals that surrounded him kinda made me lose faith I still loved that man and all his music. What I hate though are bandwagon people. People who could really give a rats ass about Micheal, people who just don’t care but today want to be all Micheal crazy and ohh I’m go download some MJ songs and celebrate his memory. Wtf why you gotta download why don’t you already have it. Sigh anyway R.I.P Micheal Jackson
I swear if I get paired up with Allison as a roommate I will jump out a window. I don’t even want her ignorant ass in the same residence hall as me. I put it on my application that I don’t want her anywhere near me. Hopefully the fucking school pays mind or they are going to have to deal with my bitchassness.
is amazing at this point in time. I’m happy like really happy. I have amazing friends, my best friend well she means the world to me. And everything is just falling into place and I’m happy. I have been smiling all day, all week. Just happy
I take life one step at a time, I can’t dwell on the past or things I can’t control. Because whats the point, I can’t do anything about it so why worry. All I care about is anything I can have influence on.
1. smoked. [x] 2. consumed alcohol. [x] 3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. [x] 4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [x] 5. kissed someone of the same sex. [x] 6. had sex. [x] 7. had someone in your room other than family. [x] 8. watched porn. [x] 9. bought porn.  10. tried drugs. [x] TOTAL: 9
1. taken painkillers [x] 2. taken someone else’s prescription medicine  3. lied to your parents. [x] 4. lied to a friend. [x] 5. snuck out of the house. [x] 6. done something illegal. [x] 7. felt hurt. [x] 8. hurt someone. [x] 9. wished someone to die. [x] 10. seen someone die. [x] TOTAL so far: 19
1. missed curfew. [x] 2. stayed out all night. [x] 3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.  4. been to a therapist.  5. been to rehab .  6. dyed your hair.  7. received a ticket. [x] 8. been in an accident.  9. been to a club. [x] 10. been to a bar  TOTAL so far: 23
1. been to a wild party. [x] 2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.  3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night. [x] 4. had a spring break in Florida.  5. sniffed anything  6. wore black nail polish [x] 7. wore arm bands. [x] 8. wore t-shirts with band names.  9. listened to rap. [x] 10. owned a 50 Cent CD. [x] TOTAL so far: 29
1. dressed gothic.  2. dressed girly. [x] 3. dressed punk.  4. dressed grunge.  5. stole something. [x] 6. been too drunk to remember anything. [x] 7. blacked out. [x] 8. fainted. [x] 9. had a crush on a neighbor. [x] TOTAL so far: 35
1. had a crush on a friend. [x] 2. been to a concert. [x] 3. dry-humped someone. [x] 4. been called a slut. [x] 5. called someone a slut. [x] 6. installed speakers in your car.  7. broken a mirror. [x] 8. showered at someone of the opposites sex’s house [x] 9. brushed your teeth with someone else’s toothbrush.  TOTAL so far: 42
1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. [x] 2. seen an R-rated movie in theater. [x] 3. cruised the mall. [x] 4. skipped school. [x] 5. had surgery.  6. had an injury. [x] 7. gone to court.  8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.  9. caught something on fire. [x] 10. lied about your age. [x] TOTAL so far : 49
1. owned/rented an apartment/house.  2. broke the law in the police’s presence. [x] 3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf. [x] 4. got in trouble with the police. [x] 5. talked to a stranger. [x] 6. hugged a stranger.  7. kissed a stranger. [x] 8. rode in a car with a stranger  9. been harassed [x] 10. been verbally harassed [x] TOTAL so far: 56
1. met face-to-face with someone you met online. [x] 2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight. [x] 3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. [x] 4. watched TV for 5 hours straight. [x] 5. been to a fair. [x] 6. been called a bad influence. [x] 7. drank and driven.  8. prank-called someone. [x] 9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. [x] 10. cheated on a test. [x] TOTAL so far: 65
Grand Total: 65 smfh If you have less than 10, write “I’m a goody-goody” If you have more than 10, write “I’m still a goody goody” If you have more than 20, write “I’m average” If you have more than 30, write “I’m a bad kid” If you have more than 40, write “I’m a very bad influence” If you have more than 50,write “I’m a horrible person” If you have more than 60, write “I should be in jail” If you have more than 70, write “I should be dead
Will be one of the greatest days ever. It will be emotional and whatnot towards the end but I will enjoy myself and make so many memories on that day to take with me forever and ever and ever. It will be a day to never forget and I’m just excited. What is the significance of this day. Well it will be my last day in the city. You see Thursday August 26th,2010 I will be on my way to Bridgeport, Connecticut to move into my dorm.
I got the letter yesterday, and instead of being excited like I thought I would. I started crying, I cried for awhile. Because time is moving way too fast, I just want time to stand still for a moment. Let me have a little more time with people. But yeah, my last day in the city is going to be amazing. It’s a Wednesday and Wednesday is my favorite day.
P.S. I will be visiting ALOT. Please believe so to my buddies that are staying here whenever I have a chance to come and see you guys I will. That’s a promise
I’m not mad that response was clever and funny I was actually laughing. I wasn’t bothered either. I was annoyed is all, it lasted for like 5 mins though nothing to make a big deal about and go all RAWR about, well because I’m just not like that. But I was just annoyed at the fact that I have been here forever and doing everything I feel right necessary in this situation. I have put so much work and effort. So many tears and sleepless nights for you to then be Big Poppa. Feel me? I kinda think you were joking, cuz yeah.
Anywho. I’m having the worst period ever, crazy cramps and im on this emotional roller coaster I was just laughing and now I want to cry about what I was just laughing about.
I hate being emotional because that’s just not me.