I fall into this shit with him every time. This cycle is so annoying but so predictable. Like I know how long every fight is gonna last. I know what he’s gonna say and do before a situation is even presented to me. I know exactly how hes gonna react.
But I still do this. Every time.
I love him. I truly do. It ain’t a front or an excuse. My heart literally aches for him. When I see him, when I’m with him. Nothing matters. Nothing at all.